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Hannah Lipper

In winter you are a lady in summer you are a lightening

Uncle you come to me dressed
in the fabric of seasons dressed
in cold light calling summer
calling. You slip through
the screens of my windows
beyond the meadow at night you
and me both know it’s been
a while send help. You
watch me wait in bed for E he
flashes on my screen, pixilated.
He is a complex man in summer sharp-
eyed in winter he is a lady in summer
he is a lightening.

Uncle you are a racist for years until you
pass in the winter we both know bugs
don’t have prejudice. You slip through
the screens of my windows we see
the heat dissipate until there is none
left. Uncle I watch you
wind into the web of a spider above the place
where I sleep (if this is not a fever dream send
help). I save you I saved
your carrion. In winter there is wisdom
atop the floorboards of my room when
at night the meadow is still the hay
is baled. E is different
during this time
period (he has yet to exist).
In winter he lies dormant in winter
he is a lady in summer he is a lightening.

 

 

Salty Dog

I am a widow living
with a widow. Together,
we are two girls living

it up in the city! I dispose
of the remains
of my husband

via compost. Look at how
he molds to the skin
of my clementine peels.

He dissipates into espresso
grinds; Oh, how lovely
he is and how he will soon be

shit. Look
at the mess
he has made

via carbon.
What a hot
head.

 

 

we die long

deaths so our families visit across
coasts & country lines to touch
our feet at last. we are 21

with wrinkled mouths. we marry hard
marriages & celebrate the soldering of our hearts
at last. we hang white streamers. we die
hard in october 4 days apart; visitors sit

on the edges of our beds biting
nails. we marry well in some
autumnal season with drunk

relatives. we die along because we are
human at last. lo, our children
write elegies but they resume

with their tiny lives. when we die, we have little
estate. we have porcelain & kitchen
tiles. we marry hard & have children.

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Atrocity

Joel Fagerberg '15

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Remote

Joel Fagerberg '15

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Toulou

Jacob Saunders '16

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Jake Dakota Riswold '16 (dorothea jane)

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Nina Berinstein '15

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Space

Laurette Siler '14

The following is an excerpt from an interview that I conducted with a 22-year-old MC, b-boy, and graffiti artist. He is a member of a hip-hop arts collective in the Bronx that I worked with in preparation for my undergraduate thesis on Bronx hip-hop through the generations. He is commonly referred to as “the most hip-hop cat” because of his ceaseless attempt to revive old school hip-hop in his lyrics, graffiti murals, and b-boy performances. I am the Q, he is the A.

Q: Where do you see yourself in five or ten years?

A: Umm in 5 or 10 years…ideally I would see myself in the mirror…nah…laughs. Umm I see myself doing what I’m doing still, travelling more…
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IN WHICH SHILOH SUDDENLY COMBUSTS

Alec MacNeil '17

When Shiloh stepped out of the shower towards the sink he burst into flames. Yet his skin did not scorch; nor did his eyeballs melt to goop, nor did his hair burn to ash blacker than his mother’s stove. Instead, Shiloh reached for his toothbrush. It turned to liquid as he held it and seeped through his fingers down the drain. He looked into the mirror.

Shiloh trudged to his room across the hall; sparks from his feet’s fire traced his path. He decided to try to get dressed. It took him three pairs of underwear before he gave up with a sigh.

Then his stomach growled.

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Five Hands

Jeremy Geragotelis '16

I.
I have baby hands, still.
Tainted orange by (only) last summer’s
sun
and my olive-grove origins.
They are not cracked-white,
Like my brother’s –
Ridges of biological code
Running over/over pink deserts.
But they are baby hands.

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Architectural Assimilation

Jeremy Geragotelis '16

When we kiss on the projected
Video screen of my dreams,
You taste like //Louis Vuitton// leather –
Built to last as
The bags that all
Real Japanese men carry.
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Visions

Margaret Sweeney '14

I’m standing on the beach, somewhere, I don’t know where, and I’m holding two grapefruit halves, one in each hand. My fingers feel mechanical; I can’t stop them from tensing, coaxing the juice out from the soft, pink flesh. The sun is setting. The color matches the pulp that covers my hands almost exactly, the same color that is revealed when you strip the silvery skin off of a salmon. My brain feels light, like after one or two hits on a joint, but I also can’t keep my eyes open, the lids droop heavy and I want to prop them open, want to keep staring at the expanse in front of me. Read more

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Country Doctor

Jan-Erik Asplund

Under the advice of his mother and father, the boy sought out tales of the great doctors of old; Henry Gray, Laennec, Hippocrates the Greek, Jean Astruc, these names and more, and the collected legends of the work they undertook to further mankind's understanding of the roots of disease, its diagnosis, its treatment, et al., swelled the boy's brain with dreams of greatness; the accumulated knowledge of their deeds invested him with ambition, and as if by radiation or osmosis, he found himself realizing that he wanted, above all, to become a great healer, Read more

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Catching Up

Mica Evans

Sometime this summer, over a video chat,
K asks, “But do love him?”
I say, “Like, obviously I’m in love with him,
but he’s such a freak.”
I look down, eating my ice cream and see
my Tevas on the floor next to this
awful black nail polish stain.
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Earthquake Basilicatta

Jessica Paccitto

The old man cobbled hands in San Fele:
He sewed glass eye buttons to my coat.
In San Fele, happiness is a needle
slipped through wool & eye. To seem
gentle & gently alter the sound
of church bells, we bellowed
when the Wolves came with tremors
to gut us like the pagans. We clutched Read more

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Lady, that’s a lemur get out of my crotch

Mary Alice Stewart

was exactly what I thought, after
the woman tried to engage
in that particular kind of endearing conversation
between my legs. It was quite uncomfortable
how she smiled after noticing
the sticker of a “cute cat” on my phone case, which
wasn’t a cat at all. Instead of telling her
it was a lemur, or crying, or telling her Read more

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FACE OF SPADES

Sumedh Chatterjee

LOOK the hum from the radiator

is on overdrive

so the whir spun

noises yawn and speak fluent

gibberish – poker-faced. Why just

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Fetid Fervor

Sylvia Madaras '16

Let my feet rot first
and slip, unceremonious, back into dirt
Oh, God
Let me be soiled.

My rancid entrails liquefy
and sickly sweet, let my blood return to dust
Hollow my bones like bells, and forgotten
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Body Image

Molly Kirschner

Pollen rides the first light of spring across the field.
I too am in this light, lying low like the mosses,
refusing to reach. Yes, I’ll admit

I feel competitive with the weather!
The mother of summer

is a beauty. She glows green, I glower,
and pull up my shirt in every mirror I pass
to see if I am thinning like snow on the belly of the earth.

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The Forecast

Tommy Melvin '16

In an orange tile kitchen, all shadow pushed to corners,
a bird-cage is sitting on a newspapered table.
Rain falls, and the tin roof rattles and pops.

The water is washing the dishes.
The food is feeding the canary.
The broom sweeps the floor, the mop wipes it clean.

The whistle of the canary in its cage.
In the next room, the weather report,
it’s a re-run. The whistle of the canary in its cage.

“Yes, tomorrow’s forecast is rain, followed by
years and years of teeth. Melting back to gum.
Years which cinch. The waist of things. That come and come.

And speaking of rocking to death in a hammock in the
sun. Speaking of asleep on a yellow raft in the
pond. Speaking of lemon-forests and a bright squint of sea,

that is a nice thought, yes, but
yes, tomorrow’s forecast is rain, followed by
blue skies which will never quite catch up,”

and we will grow old like this rain turning to hail,
and that bird will beat against the cage bars
its golden-tufted skull for you.

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We are Making an Island of Our Own Skin

Tommy Melvin '16

I had to dig a sadness out of the mud. In the backyard, I scavenged what was left, brought it inside, placed it in a light brown pot. Now, its windowsill is struck by yellow 9am light.

Where does one find these things? I drove myself into a fever searching. My old high school, that coffee-shop, the bowling alley. The attic, the basement, the sock drawer. My fists clenched, my head pounding, I swore that I had looked everywhere that meant anything.

But it was in the backyard that I finally found it, a sadness, buried. I guess I had been hoping for something like an answer-key, or some sort of spiritual enlightenment, like the smell of broken earth or a freezing autumn rain in shorts and t-shirt, but what I finally found was the same-old, a life begging to be lived again and no different, a clump of dirt, all roots and no flower.

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Aphonic

Rivvy Eisenberg '16

Early March &
Bridled by pitch lips
My larynx clots

Like honey—
This hive of throat
Learns to deliquesce & sibilate.

At winter’s edge, words dilate
My mouth & drop, like amber
To the floor.

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Leaning into Nothing

Ben Redmond '14

I’m sorry for watching you dance at a party
with no lights on. You were a shape. A shade
or two darker than the air around
us, thrumming, thick. I’ll give you my eyes to see, closed

halfway in a grinned-out and lolling skull,
so you will know how at first, you were a swaying
tree or a cloud curling under itself somewhere
between the tops of all our houses and the moon.
In that dark you were the proof of wind.
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Rumination after Two Years

Ben Redmond '14

It got dark and I let it. In a letter I wrote and ripped
before signing, I told you how I never finished
watching Cat on a Hot Tin Roof because the first
half had you next to me and I don’t want to know
how it ends yet, exactly. I’m on the floor in a house
where everyone is sleeping
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Lo

Colin Hinckley '14

Near the foot of the Caucasus Mountains, a viper rests on a rock, bathing in the cold Russian sun. It flits its tongue lackadaisically. It is a Vipera Kaznakovi, more commonly known as a Caucasus Viper. But with its minimal intelligence, it knows itself by another name. To translate into English, the closest approximation would be “Lo.” Though his intelligence is minimal, it exceeds any other snake or reptile by a staggering amount. He is aware of himself and aware of his intelligence. Lo is disquieted by his awareness. He is vaguely aware that his intellect supersedes that of anything or anyone he has ever known.
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On the Soliloquies of Madmen

Jeva Lange '15

For years I slept with a bible beneath my pillow and I dreamt of a loathsome god. I remember this in 2014, in a movie theater in Brooklyn. It comes to me all at once, as memories do—and I am startled. Why remember my faith now, after I have called myself faithless for so long? It has been a decade or more since I pressed creases into my cheeks with the corner of that holy text.
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inventory

Katie Foster '15

mom is living. mom’s mom is dead.
my houseplants are living. myspace is dead.
punk is dead. the rich are living.
arnold schwartzenegger is living. robots are dead.
the ends of my hair are dead. yogurt is living.
the squirrel on route 9 is definitely dead. debts are living.
what i forgot is dead. a walk is living.
door home is dead. getting a new wife is living.
the other car is dead. strangers on the internet are living.
having a lot of sex is living. baby teeth are dead.
menstruation blood is dead. too much spit is living.
dry grass is dead. april is half living.
the cicadas are dead. you are living.
i am not dead. i am not dead.
you are not here.

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how to be a leopard slug

Katie Foster '15

first grow some jelly from inside your skin
then push it out in threads and make a rope
use this rope to ooze your way up a tree
(think of bark hard against your soft small self)
choose a mate you really want to fuck
they will make the hard bark hurt go away
say their name ten times out loud (in slug)
this will surely get their jelly going
now take your rope and touch it to theirs
and now it will feel super super good
fall from tree together held by slimy rope
dangle fucking in mid-air, something else
begins to grow: glowing blue blooms from inside
bodies, blue, you’re blue, everything is so pretty
you’ve fucked a jungle lamp into being
you’ve come, you’re falling, inelegant end
hit the ground in a bed of fallen leaves
carry your rope behind you, hear it squish
girl slug in love is girl slug undone

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Her hands, clean and white

Jaclyn Triebel '15

Two weeks later I’d come up with a routine. I rolled out of bed as soon as Faith was up, which was often before six AM, her heavy footsteps causing the floorboards around my head to chirp like chickadees. I’d help her make breakfast and pack my lunch for school, get on the bus and get off at Oak Springs Elementary. I was ahead of their lessons by almost a month, so my teacher would let me spend math hour reading instead. I was like a shiny new penny to the Oaks Springs fourth grade. They didn’t get many new kids. At first they swarmed around me like ants on a piece of sidewalk gum, but two weeks of me being nothing special had cleared away most of my fans.
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gorgeous

Kathryn Henderson '15

first, swallow your hand. your teeth will scrape
along the back of it as it explores
the petals within your throat.

the neck strains. your mouth
will not fit around. your hand
hurts more than your gut.
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Tornado Watch

Molly Kirschner '16

Air hovers blank as page. Mirror glass shatters;
it rains. Sounds like cracking oysters. Looks like pearls
dropping off a necklace. Rolling.
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little hands

Tayler Jones '16

we barefoot hop step
carefully choosing extrusions of moss
over the growl of gnarled street rock
to fig tree canopy.
press thumbnails into leaves, beads
of milk well up like crescent moons
make skin itch.
we speak to the ghost farm
that burned down on this soil,
little fingers fumble through earth
for rusty horse shoes.
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Bennington College: A Heterosexual Galapagos

Sarah Shahzad Shaikh '14

The location is ideally insulated, an island of illusory safety, whether intentionally or not, but how interesting it would be if it were done on purpose, an experiment conducted by someone that wanted to document shattered expectations and chart the trajectory of disillusionment.
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Micro Tyrannus

Parke Haskell '15

Oedipus should have had a hobby.
It couldn’t have hurt. Seashell collections,
glow-in-the-dark lanyard-building, prophecy appreciation. Read more

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At First She Don’t Succeed

Rachael Meyers '15

At First She Don’t Succeed

I. Try

That night, she 17. She ready. She into him. She love him. He milky white, skinny and gentle, the boy, he feel good. Oh, do the girl have it right, have it tight, have it rough. She feel white tonight. Milk on milk, and cute red pimples – they 17.
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Feet

Natalie Osborne '15

EXT.- MORNING- LAWN

FEET are lying under a tree, resting after a rather wild night of revelry.

Feet are a pair of feet, which are probably attached to some legs, which are attached to a body, which is attached to a head, which all together combine to make a person.

None of that is important.

What is important is that feet are waking up, and finding out that they have lost their shoes.
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Ilunga

Performance by Jordan Ezra '15
Photograph by Jake Riswold '16

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Their Home in Thompson, Canada

Colin Hinckley '14

The Webster’s have a mouse problem. They are not cognizant of their problem. If Howard Webster was not such a sound sleeper and his wife, Maureen, did not sleep with earplugs, they, perhaps, would move from Thompson, Canada and never look back. But they reside safely in their REM cycles, Read more

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Queasy

Isaac Dwyer '17

Stop making me dinner, I’m an ungrateful bastard.

You should know that I puked up your lentil
soup in the trash bin outside the dance studio.

It was mostly water and cracked peppercorn
anyways. My stomach’s weak, that’s why
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Stephen As Sergeant

Parke Haskell '15

Of all their many sons, you were called
Sergeant.  You were the first of your brothers
to grow a full head of brains.  They taught you
numbers so that each morning you could count them,
write down their names -- it took hours -- every day Read more

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Breadcrumbs

Andrew Plimpton '14

My grandfather used to leave me trails of breadcrumbs. He would leave the house holding a loaf of bread, dropping crumbs behind him. I would follow at a distance, eating the crumbs as they fell. These journeys took us all around my grandparents’ spacious property, which was separated from the beach by a deep thicket of thorn bushes and trees, wherein lay paths to the beach, an aging boathouse, docks, and other houses. Read more

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Reconfiguration of A$AP Rocky’s Trilla

Hannah Lipper '15

He is draped out or
dripped up, or
cough syrup with twist cap or
down-low like bisexual or
rap video vixen. Or
maybe he is Cartier or
feels falsifiable or
waiting for moon to phase him like lean.

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roadtrip

Katie Foster '15

our hands touch three times in omaha
540 miles of mid-west road
i drive the space between us

to meet again, to eat falafel
to navigate beyond the end of things
we touch three times in omaha
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john henry

Kathryn Henderson '15

I gingham
skirt too light
for february
tights
torn I
cry under
Manhattan
above me rains Read more

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Mighty Taco

Kathryn Henderson '15

Miserable summer, miserly fast food joint.
Slapping tortillas down for you, fingerlicking mass
of flesh and thirst, you, baseball boy, crass
crooked teeth leaking guacamole, point
at the menu: “I want that”. Kid pig, oink, Read more